get serious or just play around

i met this guy months ag0..he was just a friend... at first... we had several talks and had few chitchat.... i even thought that he likes my friend.... well, i n0w should believe the cliché, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED..he just started texting the way he never used to... as he told me before, he's a not a textbuff.. he rarely text (even to his ex, when they're still together) my inbox is now filled with his messages (as i've said i never used of erasing messages)... i get confused sometimes of what he acts.. he exerted effort t0 see me... he even waited an hour to have lunch with me.... it seems true and sincere...he's asking questi0ns i'm not yet ready to answer.... i have happy when i'm with him... but i just can't help but think, he was just playing around... and i don't know..maybe i'm just afraid of being fooled or be played... that's why i always have doubts...n0 one can blame me for that... i've been through my drastic down fall, with n0 0ne but myself (yes I do have God, my Family and my bestfriends, kaya nga nakalampasan ko yun eh).. i struggle, i mourned, i fought, i took one step at a time to be myself AGAIN... its not easy... its not easy to recover and to move on, but i have learned it.. yes, i must admit, am still on the process of regaining my trust to any men wh0 wanted to be close.....perhaps, things wont be the same the way it was before....

Healing
by Denice Williams

Now that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I've got it all
Cause I do
Cause I've got you
We've crossed these battle lines too many times
It passes through the heart
But it never leaves a mark

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasn't there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

I've kicked around those lines in my head
But I never listened to the words that You said
See where it's lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause You showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on You

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

(break)

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling

Lord I know that Your love is healing

Global Pinoy Bazaar

Come and Join at Rockwell Tent on October 21, 2007....

See you there!!

just got lucky

almost two weeks ag0 since i told my friend d5 that i miss Bong... i don't know why i said such when i know it wasn't what i really feel..... (never pa ak0 nakamiss ng ndi naman s0brang close sa akin).... d5 told Bong about that, kaya nung magkita ulet kami asar lang yun... sa palagay ko nabigyan ng kulay yung sinabi ko...(bad thing for me) but now that Bong is making effort para makasama ako, i don't know what to think... he's nice and i really enj0y being with him... yep, he's making s0 much effort... hindi kasi sya mahilig magtext, per0 lately napupuno na ang inbox ko with his messages (tamad kasi ako magbura ng messages, and minsan i kept it intentionally).. tapos pumupunta pa talaga sya sa w0rk ko para makita DAW ako... etchus db? tulad kanina inaantay nya ako para sabay kami magtangahalian... tapos nung nagkaroon kami ng get together ng mga best girlfriends ko, sumunod talaga sya.... tapos lagi nya tinatanong kung ano ang sinasabi ng m0m k0 about us..natatawa ako, kasi lagi nya yun tinatanong...hindi naman nagtatanong ang mom ko...mas gusto niya na sinasabi na lang kesa nangtatanong.....


one time nagpunta sila sa patio (kuya j0bert, kuya major, mike, d5 and Bong).... asar to the max kasi nakita kami ni Mike sa San Miguel Foodshop nang Sunday evening... natatawa na lang ako kasi nga, detailed talaga yung kwento nya...... i was just laughing the whole time while si mike natatawa sa kwento nya...


marami na po ang nangyari this past few week, bottom line po ay masaya ako...

Rainy Day

i was just br0wsing at pEX...hang-out k0 sa cyberspace... aside from friendster and blogspot. tapos yung thread na napasok k0, MOST ROMANTIC MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED...


these are my favorites:

1. we were on our way to tagaytay tpos at that time i'm trying to catch some sleep kc medyo masakit ulo ko non... then nung nag stop sya sa gas station he kissed me sa forehead tpos sabe nya "I really do love you, honey!"... akala nya tulog ako...
2. kahit madalas tayong magtalo, hinding-hindi nababawasan pagmamahal ko sa yo - winstonlights
3. thank you for letting me be a part of your life - orangebleach
4. pwede ba akin k na lang habang buhay?! *kilig* - monica16
5. Alwayz remember that this is the first time I had a relationship that wants to last forever ....**kilig** - Ysmin
6. *** Am sorry kng may mga pagkukulang ako sa'yo! At salamat sa pag iintindi mo at sa pagmamahal mo sa akin. Gusto ko lng malaman mo na "Wala na akong ibang hinihiling kundi ang makasama kita habang buhay"....**** - butterfly_lovez
7. "you're the greatest blessing that God gave me. wala na kong mahihiling pa." - ice n fries
8. fter being told that I am just second best for her, I texted back...
   
   "You know what? I may be second best to you but I dont care...
   ...because I dont feel like second best.
   I never did.
   What's really important to me is that YOU are the BEST for me...
   ...And when you're the best for me, it means I will never hit the brakes of my car just to wake you up...for a laugh...
   ...And when you're the best for me, YOU are more important than my CAR, my friends, my TIME...
   ...when you're the best for me means staying 3 hours longer after work drinking expensive BAD coffee just to wait for you...
   ...being the best for me means...
   ...whatever will make you happy, girl, I'll go with it...
   ...even if means totally losing you
   or worse...
   ...I remaining second best."
9. i don't write love stories, i CREATE them!!!
10. You Complete Me

kainis yung last Narining at Nabasa ko na...

GIRLS NIGHT OUT & MORE

i rarely go out when i have my boyfriend... dati kasi i make sure na sa kanya lang yung time ko para ndi sya mag-isip na humanap ng iba (but then I'M WRONG, some kinda bitter).. but n0w na wala na though minsan lang... gumigimik na rin ak0... siyempre with those trusted friends... i usually hang-out with jackie, aj, mel, gab (for sometime he's with us) or with my girlfriends, Myra, Ate Wilma and Alna... Last Saturday, nagdisco lang, at for the girls lang talaga...kapag may lumalapit para makipagsayaw...BIG NO ang natatanggap... wahehehe dinaya na nga ako, akala ko hanggang 3 bottles lang ako eh... per0 si Myra nagorder pa ng isa before kami umalis dun..kulet nga eh, ndi talaga namin sya napasayaw.... ayaw talaga nya... :)... after dun punta kmi sa TOTAL para magpahulas, waa ndi rin nagpahulas sina Myra at Alna, ang binili pa dun ay RH, pasaway na mga nilalang..... hehehe, kami ni ate wilma, okay na sa Cappuccino.. napas0 pa nga ako...wahehe...took a tricycle para makauwi......wahehehehe


paguwi namin, may mga ta0 pa aman sa patio...sina mikel (yung owner ng katabing comuter shop sa min...) with his friends.... kasama ang makulet at mabait na si conde...wahehehe (lolz, special mention pa)... pumunta ako sa table ng mga pinsan ko...kulitan lang, binigyan ko sila ng 100 para bumili ng inumin nila...wahehehe (kaya wa ng pera ang lola ny0).... then tinawag ako ni kuya jerome... tapos sabi ni kuya jerome, "neng si ryan" (pointing to a guy na nakared na shirt, payat at matangkad), then nag-wave ako, nag-hi plus the smile, LOLZ... alis na ulet ako.... punta ulet ako sa mga kuya ko.. kakulitan ng mga yun tinawag na naman ako...pinainom na aman ni kuya jerome.... ndi ko aman naubos, isang tagay lang... tapos kwentohan na (tulog na kasi mga pinsan ko eh)... then inaasar ko ung si ryan, sabi ko, "kuya, tumahimik ka naman, ikaw na lang lagi ang bida dito, pagsalitain mo naman kami,.." he smiles, kasi aman sinabi ko yun dahil ndi sya nagsasalita, tapos he started a conversation, bakit daw kuya ang tawag ko sa kanila, explain aman ang lola ny0... i told them, "kasi p0 parang yun po ung term na ginagamit ko kapag mga new kakilala na mga guys, tapos tanong nya tatawagin ko pa rin ba daw kuya yung guy kung manliligaw daw sa akin..... shempre sabi ko, u0 naman po... wala naman masama kung tawagin ko syang kuya db? tapos yun, hanggang s0brang dami na namin napagkwentuhan... bagsak na si conde at ung isang lalaking singkit eh, nagkukwentuhan pa rin kami...... waaaaa, inabot kami ng 8:30 in the morning... sabi nila, tatag mo neng, wahehehe... tapos siguro nakatulog na ako mga past 10:00 am na yun...kulet talaga....




tapos yun.... nagpalibre lang kay bong ng snack sa San Miguel Foodshop... wahehehehe



till next girls night out...


photos:

may personal photos

wala lang pacute before magready matuLog....
ins0miac.... wahehehe

wala ulet.... nothing has change...

un nga lang tumaba na ako...

cam addict lang po...wahehehe, kapag wlang magawa...

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wala naman bago sa life ko....siguro mas naging okay lang ako when it comes to my recovery...s0brang laking help when you have friends na laging andyan to make you smile...plus the fact that we (my ex) are friends again..well maybe not the way we used to (before we had a relationship) , but the good thing is we actually can talk to each other and maybe (JUST MAYBE) in the future be with our friends again... after all we're bestfriends.. (if he still consider me as his).... but anyway, my life has finally moving on.... sabi nila, maybe not because, i'm still single and iba pa rin daw if may SOMEONE na ako...wahehehe...but things for me are easier said than done... i actually fear of loving and in particular TRUST again... it wasn't easy for me... it is as if i still have to regain my trust for myself muna bago sa iba...i should trust myself of letting things come into my way without having the thought of hurting a person (do i make any sense?LOLZ)... ndi ko kasi alam if i can love the way i knew.... and i should let myself free from thinking na THEY LEFT ME BECAUSE I AM NOT ENOUGH... i really wanted to love someone... gust0 k0 rin masabi one day yung linya ni Toni Gonzaga: He is an answered prayer.. and same with him... yung masasabi din nya na answered prayer din ako..... someone na makikita yung w0rth ko as a person...yung someone na strong enough to stay for me even and relight the love that he may loss, if he might encounter some girls na more than me.... parang yung brother ko.... he has his girlfriend, per0 someone enter into the picture, his highschool sweetheart... they feel the same way but at the end he still choose his girlfriend... now my brother realized that he can't afford to lose his girlfriend.... that's why ngayon, s0brang tatag na ng relationship nila... kahit na sa malay0 ng tatrabaho ang br0ther ko, they manage to maintain what they have... 24 months na sila at s0brang nakakatuwa... s0brang mahiyain si eunice kaya naman kapag nasa house namin, nakikipagbiruan ako... ngayon nga nagsasalita na sya.. before kasi she barely speak... that's a good thing right.... ?

dati siguro, maiinggit ako dahil dun...per0 ngay0n ndi eh, there's nothing to be envy about, s0brang natutuwa ako from them... s0brang happy kasi ung br0ther ko lam k0 na masaya talaga....... hehehe :))




it just that LOVE has its own time..
its own bloom,
its own death,
its own survival......




so love the love....


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out of nowhere....

s0brang saya na gust0 ako ng mom nya...wahehehe, first time k0 naramdaman yun.....hay...:) salamat po...s0brang dami ko talaga dapat na ipagthankyou....

whooooooeeee

GOD IS GREAT!!!!

SI INAY AT SI DODONG DRAYBER AT SI EDERLYN AT ANG KANILANG MGA BUHAY

dami reason to laugh, after Former President Estrada ruled GUILTY....... and to survive this poor situation of our country....


enj0y inday, dodong, & the rest of the gang..plus the life of ederlyn....wahehehhe LOLZ

Ma’am/Sir,

I hereby render my irrevocable resignation as your employee, effective today. It has been a pleasant stay in your company, but owing to personal reasons, I am compelled to move on.

I would like to thank you and your good management for the wonderful experience accorded to me during my stay in your company.

Yours Katulong,

Inday

Dear Inday,

I’m sorry to inform you that your resignation was denied by the upper management due to your contract of 5 years or make love with the amo clause. We look forward to seeing you tomorrow.

Yours truly,

Ma’am

“I believe that my trained skills and expertise in management with the use of standard tools and my discipline and experience will contribute significantly to the value of work that you want.

My creativity, productivity and work efficiency and the high quality of outputs I can offer will boost the work progress.”

- Cover letter ng resume ni Inday sa bago niyang amo

“A change in the weather patterns might have occured causing havoc to affected sorroundings. The way debris are scattered indicated that the gust of wind is going northeast . . . causing damage to the path it is going.”

- Sagot ni Inday sa amo nang tanungin kung bakit nagkalat ang basura sa likod ng bahay.

“As much as I want to indulge in the proliferation of such indecent and malicious information, I want to lift the stigma and aleviate the society’s perception of our profession.”

- Inday, tumatangging makipagtsismisan sa katulong ng kabilang bahay.

“Compromising safety with useless aesthetics, the not-so-well engineered architectural design of our kitchen lavatory affected the boy’s cranium with a slight boil at the left temple near the auditory organ.”

- sagot ni Inday nang tanungin ng amo kung bakit may bukol si Junior

“Physical stress and excessive work may result to serious damage to one’s body. It is therefore essential that once in a while we take a break from our usual routine to replenish the lost energy we once had.”

- sabi ni Inday sa Amo nung humingi siya ng day-off

Amo: Inday, di ba nanood ka ng D Buzz kanina?

Inday: Yes, bakit Ma’am?

Amo: Bakit daw umalis si Angel Locsin sa Channel 7?

Inday: Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons but because they just know that things will get worse if they’ll stay. Leaving can be a tough act, and it’s harder when people can’t understand you for doing so.

“Bloody hell!!!What the fuck did just land on my cutie top?! I mean I’ve spent all day just to make myself look fabulous. I think I’ll have this eewy thing removed in a whip wham of time!”

- reaction ni Inday nung matalsikan siya ng mantika habang nagluluto ng tilapya

“don’t limit my capacity in the 4 corners of this luxurious abode. Expose me to the real challenges of the outside world. I want to grow as an individual with dynamic experiences.”

-inday, nagrereklamo kse ayaw cya isama s enchanted kingdom..ö

Dear mothr:
hd it nt bin 4 d smeling salt,i mst hv collapsd mment ago. junior hs bcom a litle monster 2 me. Rmmbr d head acidnt he had? As f t wsnt enuf, h ws summond by d principl of hs shabily run academe. Oh, such un- erudite bunch of baboons! I nevr tot being a governess can b such a strenuous employ! — inday

Dear Inday:

walanghiya k! Mgpadala k ng pera! Ns osptal nanay mo, dumugo ang ilong kababasa ng pesteng sulat mo! -TATAY

“Potatoes when consumed in their raw state are rapidly converted to glucose that raises insulin levels because of its simple sugar. When cooked in higher temperature like french fries, they produce large amount of free radicals in the body, causing aging, clotting, inflammation, cancer, weight gain . . . one french fry is worse than one cigarette.”

- Sagot ni Inday sa amo nang tanungin kung bakit hindi siya nagluluto ng french fries.

“It’s absurd! It was never a fact that he will inflict a fight. I can only imagine how you handle schizophrenic kids on this educational institution. Revise your policies because it sucks!”

- Inday habang kasama si Junior sa Principal’s Office. Tulala ang Principal

“Allergens triggered the immune response. Eosinophilic migration occurs to the reaction site and release of chemotactic and anaphylotoxin including histamine and prostaglandins, these subtances result to increase circulation to the site promoting redness.”

- Sagot ni Inday nang tanungin ng amo kung bakit may mga rashes si Junior

Amo: Nakita mo ba yung lunar eclipse kagabi?

Inday: The fact that a low pressure area is proliferating within the Philippine area of Responsibility added by intertropical convergence zone and southwest monsoon over the rest of the country, how can we possibly witness that natural phenomenon?

Amo: Sorry, sorry. Wala na bang sorry?

“D 1st tym i saw u, my heart palpitated w/ orgasmic bliss. I dnt know how u do it, but u r a volcano of sensuality when i watch u do thngs at home… d way u sway ur hips, how u caress gently w/ ur hands, & how u shake ur bon-bon. Oh my fair lady, i m willing 2 b ur slave if only u reciproc8 d feelings i have 4 u…”

-sbi ni dodong drayber kay inday

Amo:Inday ano ulam natin? Darating n sir mo.

Inday:Due to the infrequent mass media coverage around hogcholera, I’d consequently given a
judgement on sauteing exquisite scallops in unsalted butter together w/ pungent white onion &
tossed it w/ brisk asparagus. I’d also assented to twist it w/ fresh lemonzest & advance its
taste via blending a petty amount of chardonay whitewine as well as a cup of viscous cream.

Amo:(napatumbling)

Dear Sir/Madam,

Attached herewith is a list of proposed acquisition in line with my proposal to upgrade your household facilities. I have already made initial survey of current market prices. Note however that
prices could vary depending on the prevailing exchange rate and aggregate supply and demand which we also monitor on an hourly basis.

- si inday, nagpapaalam bumili ng bagong electric fan

(economist pala c inday, haha!ü)

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ui, swimming tayo ths
summer… sagot ko yung
place bahala na kayo sa
transpo mura lng naman
eh… my rest house ang tita
ko sa may puerto pero hindi
kalakihan ha… please
confirm kung sasama…

- ederlyn
(summer-mode!)
hahaha!

Pasukan na naman..hmmm…ano kaya kung pumasok ako ulit?

-ederlyn

kung hei fat choi!

- ederlyn

Pg nagyaya bko ng outing sa
puerto galera ssma ka?? 6
na cgurado ssma e..

-ederlyn

Hala! ngaaya na nman sya,
ssma kb? inaya lang dn ako
eh!

“a-ate, b-b-bakkeet d-di

claa p-pu-m- muntaa nung
b-bertdeey mo?”
-ederloo (Mongoloid na kpatd
ni ederlyn)

Uy, hnap m q kapartner sa
lovapalooza?.. gs2 m kht tau
nlang 2.. cge na pls..

-ederlyn (iniwan n ni
arman.. la 2loi kakissing
scene sa valentines)

New word in the dictionary:

ederlyn-a word synonymous
to “mysterious”.

Ex:”i don’t know what’s in
her mind.She seldom speaks.
She’s so ederlyn.”

mga peeps, kita-kits tayo sa

mall of asia sa feb 10. let us
break the record again!
-arman and ederlyn

Naririnig ko c ederlyn! Ang
ingay! Nakikipagsex.
Wahahahah

- baneneng. Ang newest fan
ni ederlyn

“SINO SI EDERLYN?”
text promo!..
win a chance to meet nd greet Ederlyn LIVE!!
Just text EDERLYNGUESS and send to 2366. Text na!!!

Ano ba nangyari sa buhay

ko? Hindi na normal,
maraming galit, natutuwa at
humahanga..

Ederlyn

Eiya..add nyo naman ako s
friendster nyo. Kainis kyo,di
nyo manlang ako ina-add.
Tampo nko. Seryoso ako!

ederlyn_ito@yahoo.com

Mga hindi nakakakilala kay
EDERLYN, nakakalungkot po
sbhn pro ngpakamatay na
cya dahl wlang pumnta s
birthday nya!

-ngmamahal luisito

huh? Cnu naman un?

Profile ni ederlyn
Magulang
edgar reyes-45 yo tatay
edilberta reyes-39 yo nanay

Mga anak
ederlyn reyes-20 yo
edralyn reyes-24 yo
esteban “cheverlyn” reyes-
18 yo

kasambahay
sonya-k2long
delfin-hardinero
jack-kalabaw
sam perkinson-houseboy
nila ederlyn

others
luisito-solid manli2gw ni
ederlyn(since 7 yrs old cla)
arman-ksalukuyang bf
melencio-umaapilang “bf
daw”
angelita alagao-
pinakamatinding karibal ng
ating bida
magdalena reformina
alagao-ina

“mhiiiyaw meaaaw maaaw

meOw meOw..”

-ederning (pusang gala na
nligaw s bhay nla ederlyn.
Inaruga at pnangalanan ni
ederlyn)

Punyeta ka ederlyn, ako na
ang reyna ngayn!!

CHONA MAE..

Send mo para matabunan n
si ederlyn! Ü

Excerpts frm d mysterious
lyf of Ederlyn:
Episode 24: Pano cngot ni
Ederlyn c Arman

Arman: can i call you mine?

Ederlyn: that’s not my
name. I’m…

YOURS.. Ü

shOcks, sweet pala si Ederlyn!
=p

NAGBABAGANG REBELASYON.

mdaming nagttnong!
KinukuwestyOn ang pgkatao
nya!NgayOn, handa n syang
humarap s publiko at
sagutin lahat ng ktanungan
s knya.ilalabas n din nya ang
knyang hinanakit s
diumanong nilangaw n bday
celebration nya.
EDERLYN,babasagin n ang
katahimikan.
LIVE sa THE BUZZ. SusunOd!

“We cordially invite you to
witness our solemn
exchange of vow on the
13th day of April in the year
of our LORD, 2007.”
-Arman and Ederlyn

Sa mga taO pOng
ngtatanOng at hndi
nakakakilala kay ederlyn,
girlfriend ko po sya

- ARMAN
cnO na naman b itO?!
Nangengelam pa! Ü

Pki tglan nyo n nga c
ederlyn.ndi nman nya kau
inaanO. msya na xa s bhay
nya kht wla kau!! TIGILAN NYO
NA C EDERLYN!!!

-ESTER (nanay ni ederlyn)

Sa lahat ng nkakakilala ky
ederlyn, ipagdasal ntn ang
knyang kaluluwa, nsa thimik
kalagayan na cya ngyn. . .

Rolando ( tatay ni ederlyn)

mga kaibigan wag kayo mabibigla c ederlyn ay pumanaw na siya ay nasagasaan bago mag coffee sa starbucks. ipagdasal po natin siya salamat

-EMERLYN (kapatid ni ederlyn)

Ei gUys cOffee nman tau
mya wait q kau ha!
Dis tym pumunta na kau ,
see yah at d caFe!

-Ederlyn

“utang na lOob ederlyn
tigilan m n kme”

xandra

ei guys, anu ba! inimbitahan ko kayo kagabi tapos hindi naman kayo dumating! nakakainis na talaga kayo! hate you all

- ederlyn

Uy asan ka na? D2 n kaming
lahat ikaw n lng wla.
Nklimutan mo na ba
birthday ko? =c

-ederlyn (wahaha part 2)

Ui, invited tau s bday party
ni ederlyn 2m ng 6pm.

CnO b un? Kilala m b?
FinOrward lng skn e.
Hahahahahaha. Kulet.

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

a friend

just wondering why those people who deserves to be love and deserves fidelity, loyalty and who really deserves to be happy, sila pa talaga ung laging niloloko, pinaglalaruan at pinapaasa...and worst ginagamit in some instance....why n0t those you are selfish and self-centered na tao ang makaranas ng masaktan....?? bakit hindi na lang pagtagpuin ang dalawang taong manloloko para sila maglokohan? why can't be just a fair battle? why does it seems that the one who deserves the happiness and true love are those who always left behind...? BE FAIR......


i always believe na jackie deserves happiness and peace of mind.... siguro nga mas gusto nyang paguluhin ang buhay niya... knowing she has her TAY... per siguro may mga bagay na talagang hinahanap....well, sa palagay ko kasi he's not yet over her ex...sa palagay ko lang aman..maybe am wrong.. at the end of the day, only her can make her life happy or not..... am just here to be a friend that will support her and guide her.....


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POEM

I’m broken I’m lost, I’m down, I’m confused

I’m hurt, I weep, felt like I am buried

Now I’m all alone with this journey we have planned

I know I have to move on and let go of memories you left behind

Let the past be blown and try to make a living of my own

I know I have to go on but that’s the thing I can do no more

I recall the day when you said “I Lied”

Got hurt and feel bad but have let it pass

Then remind myself you just play

How you stare at me and say you love me

Sooner or later I can smile and never miss the old flame

What I should do? Continue with Life and end my crying night

I won’t pretend that you’re still mine When I know I would only cry

Coz I know you didn’t give it a try And just leave me with your Goodbye

I know I’ll be over you, when? I just don’t know

You know I’m not doing well, right?

But I know, someone will rescue me

Someone who will love me and end up this misery

One day I may miss you and want to be with you

But I know I’ll be alright and stop the silly thought I got

I may not be over you yet, but I know I will forget

And smile when you pass by just like the other night

Abbhy_02

Date created: Feb. 12, 2007

made this one 6 months ago...nung mga panahong wala ako sa wisy0..... nung wala pa akong inisiip kund sarili ko....wala pa title eh...waheheh, laugh kay0 sa kak0rnihan....:)

taking away

i have this feeling that this guy is taking away my mom away from us.....seems like he manipulate her decision - her life....inaagaw na sya sa amin...at ayok0 nun...She's all i have....tapos ung time na dapat kasama namin sya, ndi kasi sya ang kasama...


lam ko nman na ndi namin kayang ibigay ung love na kaya nyang ibigay, but then we are her children..though we are old enough to take care of ourselves, per0 still we need our mom...kami na nga lang tatl0 eh.....tapos ganun pa....


can't help but cry na lang.....feeling ko tuloy am all al0ne...:(