after all i've said and done......

I, for so many times, a childish, immature and insensetive....He's understanding, patient and very kind... should i let him go...? when there's no room for forgiveness, he does..... i have so much to thanks to you, 'dy!!!

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Thank God we're ok n0w!!! i mean, much much OK and much better, i guess? there's no need for long talks..... a single and tight hug and assurance that things will be ok and things just get better... we just have to be strong for each other, especially me... because i am the WEAK one..... Thank God that my daddy_koh never fails to understand....(i just hope ndi xa mapagod... and i wont let it happen, right 'dy?) i promise that i will do my best (yeah, my very best to cope with changes....for nothing in this world is constant but change....)

silly, i almost broke up with him, i never thought (that night) that i'm hurting him.... i just hope dy, you understand (i know you do....) and i hope its not to late na ako naman ang bumawi sa lahat lahat... nakakaguilty talga, kasi sobrang bait nya at i know how much he loves me, tapos ganun pa ang gagawin ko....

basta dy, tnx sa lahat lahat, at sana makabawi ako sa y0 sa lhat ng mga nagawa ko!!!!!

wat kind of girlfriend i am?

wala akong kwenta, i dont deserve some one like him..sobrang haba ng pasensya, sobrang bait... as in lahat lahat na... napakawalng kwenta ko... i should be thankful sa lahat lahat ng gingwa nya... i should be strong for him and for our relationship..... sobrang liit na problema, nagiging malaki dahil sa kin.... i dont deserve him, yet, he's always there for me, and made me realize the things i have.... pagkatapos ng lhat ng ginawa nya for me.... wala talaga..... i can not ask for more for i know i have the best... but what am i doing....? what have i done?

STILL IMMATURE, SELFISH, INSENSITIVE...


Wala akong kwenta....

i'm so sorry........ i hope its not too late.......................... ='(

SAVE YOUR FILES

damn, i felt so stupid!!!, kanina pagdating ko( or maybe an hour ago pagdating ko), may dumating na customer, nagpapagawa ng invitation para sa christening... so we accept it... then, i started lay-outing kung anong design according to his taste.. waa nag-error ang photoshop, halos tapos na ung invitation.... stupid of me, i forgot to save it.... ndi ba napakatanga ko....? i work hard for it.. ndi ako masyado marunong sa photoshop, kaya ganito na lang ang frustration at galit ko sa sarili...i even redesign it, after he left kasi may klase pa daw xa, (he is a teacher...) kakahiya talga!!! i made it for almost an hour.. if only marunong talaga ako ng ndi lang basic ng photoshop i should have done it ng mas madali.. at sana naisip ko na mag-SAVE... stupid, tanga talaga.... =)