grey color for me..

I always wanted to update this blog my mind simply pre-occupied by certain things I cannot put into words.. booo, i'm such a loser and i hate it.. i wish i can put more insteresting things on this blog.. i wish i can put more of me in this..


boooooooo, i just wanted to be inspired.. and to have a life with color.. hey, my life has color but its grey.. ugggghhhhhhrrrrrrr..


so for now, sorry for this negative post.. i hate it.. but my mind is not working...


let me know if someone reads this, maybe that way i can be inspired.. errhhhh (wishful thinking of me)

Maybe I am over watching "teleserye" on TV thats why.. Because Only You cast "Trixie" aka Iya Villania, post her emotions (happiness and anger, revenge and all).. And without knowing, "Jonathan" aka Diether Ocampo, reads it.. And she has someone to talk to even on cyber space.. ahhhrrr i am maybe such a loser.. whatever, all i need is LOVE...

boo for me..

I always thought i have less, well in fact I have enough to survive.. God provided for me and God will provide for me.. Yet, its time for me to act for myself - provide for myself.. Its a sin to ask to much.. But I'm not asking for too much.. All I want is to find myself inspired.. To be with someone who'll ask how's my day? Simple things that i wanted yet so hard to achieve.. my life sucks and i hate it.. I feel good everytime I am surrounded by people.. But there are times that even though i'm with them, i still feel alone.. yakk for me... boooo..


how i wish my life change..

I'm praying for the moment i will not feel alone anymore..

walk with me...

after a long time, here i am blogging... i really miss blogging.. its just that i dont have things to blog.. nothing new in my boring life... still stuck with life i have..not that i am complaining, i just wish i have something in my heart to bear.. not exactly more happiness but i guess LOVE.. love i can share.. its more of hoping that i can walk with someone, talk to someone about things, hug someone when i feel not better or if he's not feeling well.. someone i can run to when i mess my life.. someone i can call my "someone"... its been a long time, and when i see a girl and boy walking together, i can't help but stare, and asked myself, when will it happen to me again..?


i am still wishing for that day to come.. to finally let my heart feel the "everything" of being heavenly inlove..

i am wishing for the day i can walk with my "someone".

and share my life...