inspired by blogger like me..

maraming beses na sa pag-update ko masyado akong SELFISH.. come to think of it, lagi na lang about myself, my sadness even my happiness.. ang buhay na ko walang extra ordinary... hindi ko nga naiisip ung ibang bagay... maaring aware ako sa pagtaas ng pamasahe, krimen sa buong bansa, (lalo na sa lalawigang kinabibilangan ng San Pablo... nitong buwan ng Mayo, dalawang magkasunod ng karumaldumal na krimen ang nangyari... ang pagkamatay ng sampo (10) katao sa RCBC, Cabuyao Branch... ilang araw matapos ang krimen, walo (8) ang walang habas na pinagbabaril sa Calamba Laguna, pati ang mga inosenteng bata ang nadamay... nasabi rin sa balita na ang Laguna ay isa sa mga lalawigan na maaaring i-link sa Drugs.. ) kontrobersiya sa gobyerno at marami pang iba... pero ngayon, nakabasa lang ako ng post sa blog ng isang blogger na tulad ko... topic nya: Global Warming... ako na lang ata sa mundo ang hindi nakakaalam ng t0t00 at buong katotohanan ng isyung ito... maaring ang ilan sa limapung paraan para masulosyunan ito ay nagagawa ko per0 hindi pa rin sapat bilang isang taong dapat mangalaga sa ating kalikasan, kung hindi paano na tayo kapag tuluyang nasira ito..

isa lang naman po ang nais kung iparating... maaaring sa simpleng mga ginagawa natin sa araw-araw ay maaring makatulong para maisaayos at maisalba ang aking kalikasan at ang MUNDO... maging responsable po tayo bilang naninirahan dito...


share ko po sa inyo ang blog id nya para mabasa nyo rin.. pati na rin ang Blog Award Challenge.


http://klitorika.blogspot.com/2008/04/read-and-push-to-start.html


http://www.theblogawardchallenge.com/


salamat po at GoD Bless!

something weird

i don't know what's happening.... its just that most of the time, i feel like something is holding me back from making decision... and its bothering me..


i want to do things i believe i should have done for a long time...


but here i am..


still undecided..


confused...


lagi na lang kapag gusto ko ng gawin ang bagay na 'yun lagi na lang susulpot kahit sa panaginip... unconsciously, parang un ang nagsasabi sa kin na huwag.. but then it was long overdue... i should have done this a long time...


eto na ung time eh... baket kasi hindi na lang ako patahimikin? hindi naman ako nanggugulo.. i'm making the most out of this life... nahihirapan na rin ako na, i woke up in the middle of the night with clear vision of my dream - or maybe a nightmare... i have almost everything, except PEACE OF MIND... kung alin pa ung gustong gusto ko... i'm tired and exhausted... i want to have it yet ang ilap.. ang hirap ma-achieve...



kaya na lang laging nakukuwestiyon ang buhay ko... kung bakit ganito? kung bakit ganyan? kung bakit hindi? at marami pang bakit? nakakapagod.. nakakainis.. minsan kung pede na lang sanang magtago na lang ako o kaya bigla na lang ako tumigil na isipin at pansinin ang mga sinasabi nila.... nakakapagod na rin... nakakasawa...



ang gusto ko lang maging masaya at magkaroon ng PEACE OF MIND...



masama ba un? s0bra ba ung gusto ko?



hindi pa ako karapat-dapat...?


pagod na pagod na ako....



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nakalimutan ko na anniversary pala ng blog ko last may 17... 3 years of blogging... ang nag-iisang outlet ng buhay ko on cyberspace... 3 years and still counting right...


sad that it reminds me of something -- someone!!!!

overwhelming

it is my dream t0 be accepted.. from who i am, what i can be and what i am not... to be loved and to feel the warmth of acceptance.. my dream to feel the welcoming arms of people close to the one i love...


i am not a perfect girl they see.. am just an ordinary girl with an ordinary dream with an ordinary beliefs in life... am open about things my environment has..


it wasn't intentional, i was being myself and enjoying every single moment.. but i am very happy that they like me... it is overwhelming.. it is extra-ordinary... this is the first time i feel like i belong.. i feel like i home... it's different and though i feel shy and somewhat uncomfortable, i am happy...


its just that i feel like asking myself, have i done somethings special about it? i guess none... as i've said i'm being myself... am just being me...


others may not see it before, maybe they have different way of showing their acceptance or maybe - just maybe - showing their affection and approval....


have a great day....

2 Heads Are Better than 1

after a month of puyat, pagod, bonding, at kung anong anik-anik pa... natapos na rin namin ang invitation, exactly sa deadline namin... (April 26, 2008) and it feels great to hear compliments... hehehehe, and i love it... first time kasi makagawa eh, tapos sa special couples pa... ang saya db? with the help of jacq: "tol sobrang thank you, ndi lang sa help kundi pati sa bonding time..nakakamiss db?"

eto po ang sample... ahihihi

this is the final look, with the envelope... ahihi

ano masasabi ny0?

front sheet.. sweet nila db?

Bikoy and Bikay Nuptial...

Top Sheet

Bridal Entourage

Secondary Sponsor

Alcos-Bombita Numptial

Reception

*** sweetness***

ilang araw na lang at Wedding Ceremony to be solemnized at Saint Francis of Asisi Parish Church on the 10th of May 2008...

...excited na nga ako eh...

hehehe

May the Unconditional Love of our Lord Jesus Christ bless them...

Best Wishes in advances ate bhel and kuya bikoy...(~_^)