envy............................... bakit ba?

hindi pa rin pala nawawala ang salitang ENVY sa akin... i thought kaya ko na, na makita sya, with her beautiful smile, angelic voice. Hindi pa rin pala mawawala ang envy.... Wala pa rin siguro akong sinabi kapag sya na ang itinapat sa akin!!! i have nothing... i'm not beautiful, wala akong magandang boses...

Complaining to much..... i just don't know what to do... seeing her again even in pictures make me feel small...

I HATE BEING THIS WAY!!! I HATE BEING ENVY!!!!

hApi 0n mY biRthdAy

yAp, s0brAng hApi... Y? bEcAuSe i ceLebRated mY biRthdAy with 3 of thE m0st imp0rtAnt pers0ns i hAve in mY liFe... my MOM, my BROTHER and my BOYFRIEND...

my boyfriend i and ate lunch together, tapos sinundo ako sa w0rk, then kumain ulet.., then binigay nya ung gift nya sa kin?, then we went to Sam Miguel Food Shop to eat ICE CREAM... hmmmm............. tsarap!!! =)
late at night, my mom cooked SPAGHETTI for US (ME and Roxanne, kabirthday) hehehehe, with CAKE from MYRA (whew, special mentioned, Mymy) hehehe, tnx to y0u My for the delicious cake... hehehe

this is one of the most special birthday i celebrate my whole life and i will never forget that!!! i'm happy being with my mom and brother, and with my daddy_k0h!!!
i'm so much to tenk you God... you have blessed me with so much blessings last year and i know you will continue to shower all of us what we deserve.... You've keep us safe from all dangers and sickness... I thank you Our Dear Lord, for loving me and all of us unconditionally... No words can discribe You and GREAT You are... Love You God... and as always, THANK YOU!!!

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Thank you po sa mga nakaalala sa birthday ko...!! tnx po ng marami!!!! =)
i appreciate p0 tAlAgA at naalAlA ny0 birthday k0h!!!