Merry Christmas

Christmas is over... just like the old time, i celebrated it with my family... though there are changes... harhar, my first christmas without someone to exchange my loveyous, harharhar, (and this time am getting used to it na..) my christmas routine has change, sad but it is my choice.. i chose to be alone this christmas...

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my christmas, supposed to be a HAPPY christmas, but then, unintentionally, s0me0ne spoiled it.... why is that? i don't know... someh0w, that person chose to be insensitive by that time... never thought it was Christmas... what the heck...? i was damn happy by that time... but then, what can i do... ? sin0 nga ba ako para maisip nya na s0meh0w, it will make me feel so down ?(na naman....) but i guess, things drastically change, and that can't be help...

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i hope you're happy...

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i hope i can change the whole thing... but i know it w0nt happen... If this is GOD's Will, wh0 i am to question it? HE knows what makes me happy... and i know that in the end, HE will give my daily prayer... i just have to wait, patiently...

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well merry christmas and have a blessed 2008...

may our Savior bless us with good health, love, happiness and success and of course

CONTENTMENT.......

Have a GREAT HOLIDAYS...

happiness

am having a hard time thinking what would be my subject will be for this post and where to start... a lot of things keep running into my head but i can not put into words... so i decided to put happiness as title... why? i don't know...hehehe

i just realized that people are not always nice.... even if you're nice to them...not all can appreciate things you do... as they say, you can't please everybody... while my friends and best friend love me as what i am, some says am maarte.. i am, per0 i know that my being maarte suits my personality... ndi ako maarte in a sense na nakakasakit ako... maybe there are times na naiinis ang iba sa akin, and i keep asking myself, eh baket sila ndi ko aman pinapakialaman.... naniniwala kasi ako na kung un sila, un na sila.. nobody can't change that, but themselves db? as what i see, hindi ko alam baket ganun pero eto aman ako, nagpapakatot0o.. gina-judge nila ako dahil lang sa kung ano ang nakikita nila... ndi pa nga nila ako nakikilala ng ayos... pero dahil nga i can't please everybody, wala na ako magawa... basta ang alam ko, my friends, my colleagues and best friend loves me.... and that won't compare to those who judge me....

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i had these few SMS conversation with a friend... and it always making me laugh... its the topic and the reply that making me laugh... i can't help it... that person really fascinate and amaze me for some reason... nauub0s na nga ang pera k0 kalo-load.. ndi lang naman kasi sya ang katext ko eh... natatawa na nga ako minsan... pero namimiss ko na rin ang sarili ko, wh0 used to laugh with s0meone... naiisip ko na nga na, its time to trust and love again... pero naku naman, its too far from now... gusto ko kasi s0meone na gusto k0 din.. ung enj0y kausap, ung may sense, ung napapatawa ako.. someone i can call a friend also... wala pa ulet ako nakikilalang ganun... though okay aman na mag-isa ako ngayon, siguro nga namimiss ko rin ung mga kung ano anong kaek-ekan sa isang relationship... its been long over due... almost a year ago had passed... its time to love yet i can't find one... (ndi aman ako naghahanap... i know darating na lang yun,when GOD allows it to come...) HE has a plan for me... and what ever it is WHO I AM TO QUESTION HIS WILL, right?

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am happy for those special people in my life who found their happiness.

> jacq with jayzon
> jayne with benjo
> lan with grejiel
> reyzon with kat
> rose with mhael
> best with her bf (can't mention his name, heheh)
> kuya mykel with tina
> sir d5 with mam joy
> jona with his hubby and their daughter
> ghaye with faisal
> acel with her long time boyfriend..
> and for those who found their happiness with their someone...


let love be alive and what ever happens, hold on....

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i made this one for myself... hahaha
wala lang... experiment, hahaha

GREEN DAY

it was out of my plan to attend the alumni homecoming...it was saturday so when i woke up that day, as usual, i clean the house [naglaba na ang nanay ko, hehehe, late na ako nakatulog eh, s0 late na rin ako nagising...>:) ] .. at late afternoon, jacq texted me, asking if pupunta kami ni ghaye [per0 walang ghaye na nagparamdam the day before, kaya lam ko na sa bahay lang ako that day, with my saturday routine... STAY AT HOME, WATCH T.V., TEXTING, SLEEPING and EATING, wahehe] ... wala naman talaga ako balak pumunta dun... i have reasons... una, dahil wala aman dun ang mga kabatch ko, busy silang lahat sa w0rk... kung mer0n man, malamang si Sir Alfritz at Reyzon lang ang andun [plus kabatch na technician, ndi ko aman kclose, not even kabatian sa school before].... pangalawa, tinatamad din ako lumabas ng bahay... nagtext lang si jacq na tatambay muna sya sa house namin habang inaantay si jayne..

i told her, na sabihin kay jayne na s0brang miss ko na sya... per0 dahil ndi nga ako mapilit ni jacq na umattend ng alumni, si jayne ang pumilit sa akin... even forced me to take a bath [ ndi pa ako nakakapaligo that time, dahil wala nga akong balak umalis ng bahay, kaya late na ako maliligo plus malamig pa...] kaya kahit wala sa plano ko ang pumunta dun napapunta ako ni jayne, telling me na ndi aman kami magtatagal dun.... eksakto aman, nakagreen si jayne that night, ndi ko napansin, pagbaba ko lang nakita...napansin nila na i was wearing my green [actually moss green ] blouse.... hehehe, pagdating namin dun, s0brang natuwa ako seeing kuya mykel and jayzar, sa s0brang katuwaan ko, naghug ko si kuya... [how i miss my friends!! :( ] tapos un nakita namin si kulot [ wearing GREEN], tapos ung bandang tumugtug, GREEN din ang suot... at ndi lang sila...madami pa rin ang nakagreen... so i declared that night at GREEN DAY.... ahihi.. tapos i was in owe when i saw AI-AI..s0brang invisible kaya sya.. minsan lang magtext..at take note, nakaGREEN din sya... i thought that night would be b0ring and all... but then, when my friends were around.... s0brang nakakatuwa... andun si kuya lauro, si rev, si albert, si resty... basta s0brang naging masaya at enjoy aman...



we had a great night... we unexpectedly enjoyed it and we had a lot of fun!!!!

thanks to jacq, jayne and ai...

happy with new life, new home..

finally, my mom decided to rent a house for us... its been long over due and we are hurt by what his boss were telling... we are very much thankful na sa loob ng 10 taon na pagpapatira sa amin sa kanyang restaurant ay naging okay naman ang buhay namin... free food..free lodging..free water and electricity... pero sabi nga ni mama sol, hindi habang buhay, mabubuhay kami sa libre... its time na, na tumayo sa aming mga paa.... saka para na rin mabawasan ang mga masasakit na salita... s0bra s0bra ang pasasalamat namin sa kanya.... malaki ang utang na loob namin sa kanya...


sabi nga, new house, new life, new journey... at maraming maraming maraming pagtitipid.....

almost a month na kami dun, and as of now, wala pa aman nagiging pr0blem, aside from mga kulang pa na gamit sa house... am just enjoying our new life and our new house.... cia0...


till next post.....

current mood: not so happy... my head still ache (3 days na...)