probably the hardest thing on earth is saying GOODBYE... i will miss my routine.... harhar
Thursday, November 15, 2007
saying goodbye to old times
probably the hardest thing on earth is saying GOODBYE... i will miss my routine.... harhar
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
new and old me..
per0 pretty pa rin aman db? wahehehe
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
me, myself & i
people confuses me..
people just don't like me..
in spite of being myself..
in spite of being me:
they hate me, they judge me, they confuse me...
i'm lack of something i know i deserve...
God has reason why He haven't given it to me..
IT WILL TAKE TIME ...
what we want has its own time....
and when it comes
EMBRACE IT...
GRAB IT...
CHERISH IT...
TREASURE IT...
LOVE IT...
i'm just me... simple...been through different cruelty of life... been through hardships at my age encounter..learned so many things from every day struggle and from my mistakes... failure that made me a better person... i cry.. i laugh... i love.. i hate.... i mourn... i feel sad... i get angry... i fall.. i commit mistakes... i lie... i tell the truth... i play... i am being me...i'm a girl... i'm just a human wanted to be LOVED.... and wants to be HAPPY...
simple yet a million miles away from me...
seems like i have to die a thousand times.....
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
the works
am not good at it but am trying... hehehe, frustrations ko na ata ang mag-edit ng picture through Photoshop (i've been using Adobe Photoshop Elements for more than two years, at s0brang eng-eng pa rin ako minsan...) remember my previous post ( months ago na) nakalimutan ko isave ung work ko, pero n0w, natutut0 na akong mag-save... hehehe....
with daniel...
panget ung gawa ko... hmp....
simplicity is BEAUTY... harhar.....
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Monday, November 05, 2007
chasing happiness
i celebrated by birthday at home.. doing nothing ( i played with my cousins).... to top it all, it was boring... at 6:00 pm, umattend ng mass...dun ako nakita ni bong (wala sa plano k0 na makipagkita sa kanya...) then we joined his friends, eat at Bigg's tapos hinatid na nila ako pauwi...
tapos katext ko si jacq... she knew that am not that happy... i myself don't know why... i feel so INCOMPLETE... i know that something is missing... i feel so guilty that i have Bong but then in some ways i am incomplete...at lalo pa akong nagiging malungkot dahil he's trying to make me happy... lalo na nung birthday ko...
SORRY....
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