Extra Happy Birthday

i received a lots of birthday greetings, but two were special... yung message kasi maikli lang per0 pun0ng pun0 ng care at love..

i'm happy on my birthday....i celebrated it with my family, nothing can be more happier than that... and for the first time on my birthday, i went to my father's tomb to celebrate with him... it was s0mething personal and special, kasi i went there alone ( gusto k0 sana magtagal per0 natakot ak0 sa isang mamang lasing... ), talking to him, made me cry for a while... i told him that i really miss him kahit hindi k0 sya nakasama ng matagal... and even told him na i wish kasama ko sya, namin sya... my life would be different... its not that i want to change everything in my life...gusto k0 lang na sana he's still beside us... i asked him to hug me that time, kasi i want s0me comfort, pero hindi nangyari... i wish i had the chance... i really wanted to hug him, lalo na ngay0ng mga panah0ng ito... last night i asked also God na payagan ang tatay k0 na ihug ako, per0 sigur0, hindi pa pede...


kaming tatl0 (me, my m0m and my br0ther) ang sabay sabay na bumisita dun... kung buhay pa sya ngay0n, he's 52 na.. sabi nga ng m0m ko, he's t00 old na, kasi 11 years yung age gap nila... and 29 years naman sa akin, kay bunso 30 years siguro... nag-imagine pa nga kami, what he looks like... shempre, marami na rin syang puting buh0k... kamukang kamuka nya si buns0..

i really miss my tatay...


and then it i'm very happy and complete on my birthday!