Tuesday, September 25, 2007

get serious or just play around


i met this guy months ag0..he was just a friend... at first... we had several talks and had few chitchat.... i even thought that he likes my friend.... well, i n0w should believe the cliché, EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED..he just started texting the way he never used to... as he told me before, he's a not a textbuff.. he rarely text (even to his ex, when they're still together) my inbox is now filled with his messages (as i've said i never used of erasing messages)... i get confused sometimes of what he acts.. he exerted effort t0 see me... he even waited an hour to have lunch with me.... it seems true and sincere...he's asking questi0ns i'm not yet ready to answer.... i have happy when i'm with him... but i just can't help but think, he was just playing around... and i don't know..maybe i'm just afraid of being fooled or be played... that's why i always have doubts...n0 one can blame me for that... i've been through my drastic down fall, with n0 0ne but myself (yes I do have God, my Family and my bestfriends, kaya nga nakalampasan ko yun eh).. i struggle, i mourned, i fought, i took one step at a time to be myself AGAIN... its not easy... its not easy to recover and to move on, but i have learned it.. yes, i must admit, am still on the process of regaining my trust to any men wh0 wanted to be close.....perhaps, things wont be the same the way it was before....

Healing
by Denice Williams

Now that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I've got it all
Cause I do
Cause I've got you
We've crossed these battle lines too many times
It passes through the heart
But it never leaves a mark

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasn't there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

I've kicked around those lines in my head
But I never listened to the words that You said
See where it's lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause You showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on You

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

(break)

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling

Lord I know that Your love is healing







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