Tuesday, March 13, 2007

who are you?

Who are you to hurt me?
Who are you to swindle me?
Who are you to judge me?
Who are you to rupture my dreams?
Who are you to make me fall?
Who are you to tell me what to do?
Who are you to delude me?
Who are you to leave me with this wretchedness?
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you said sorry, i forgave you....
you ask for chance, i gave it to you...
i realize...
those were just a utter words
only to deceive me...only to hurt me...
i once chase you & run after you,
but then you run after her.....
i die a thousand times
only for you to say Goodbye...
i dont want to live my life
only to live with this undying memories....
memories filled with loneliness..
i am alone in this dark room....
sat in one corner, cry until i'm tired.....
i became so weak..so fragile
when with just a gentle blow of wind
i will shatter into pieces......
i was broken...i was down...
but hey, hear me now,
i'm stronger than you think i am...
i will play my game...
i will be a tougher contender.....
i will not play that i can hurt you...
but i will not play it safe, too...
watch out for what i become....
for what you have made me....
how does it feel to be the reason of my insanity
of my misery, of my distress..
of my life so long filled with love and happiness
with contentment and assurance....
but now, full of grievance...
you lied...
you never cared....
you i am to blame you...?
who i am to ask?
i have enough reason to be love...
i know, when i am myself,
people starts to love me
hate me
and
envy me....
*i cant find a word that will best describe the hurt*
*i deserve LOVE, honesty, fidelity and RESPECT*

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