disappointed

i never felt something like this after my break-up with my 20 months boyfriend... i'm happy seeing him and being with him..just a simple smile from him makes me have butterfly in my stomach... my heart beats so fast.. at sa kanya kaya k0 maging sweet ulet... he is a cute guy with sense... and he is tall.. am lost when am with him... and w0rst i barely knew the guy... i met him almost a month ago (Sept. 16 to be exact)... and my m0m told me to stay away from him... hindi k0 maintindihan per0 naiinis ako... i do like him... i want to know him better... but then it was my m0m wh0 told me that.... hindi ko aman kayang balewalain ang sinabi ng nanay k0 db? naiisip k0 nga.. pati ung suitor ko na friend ng friend ko parang ayaw din ng nanay ko..... naiinis ako na parang after my ex-boyfriend na s0brang close sa kanya, wala na ata sya magustuhan sa mga guys na nakakaclose sa akin... nakakainis talaga.... nakaset ba ang standard ng m0m k0 na it has to be the same with my past... ? am not happy about that... though it may sound good that my past leave something good to my family even not for me...