i'm afraid to be alone

i'm afraid to be alone...wake up in the middle of the night without someone...jaz lyk wat happen at 12 midnight, i woke up, i feel so empty, i'm afraid...i dont see my brother i grew up with my lola, i used to sleep with her and my cousins, thats why i'm afraid to be alone in one room... i never get to used with that.....i'm weak in that sense....i really want to cope with that but i'm having a hard tym dealing with that...maybe i do have an autophobia or a monophobia or maybe Cleithrophobia.... or Cenophobia i really dont want to be alone...that all...