1st Anniversary..

i cried for two days.. our 1st anniversary was 6 days ago...but still i'm acting like this...well maybe because, there will be no more 1st anniversary..he told me that we will celebrate more anniversary together...i know we will...it just made me feel sad knowing that we haven't seen each other since May 7...we do talk..i called once in a while..we text if i'm not busy...

i'm still the selfish one here, right? i told him that i expect that we will not be able to see each other on our 1st anniversary...but i never thought it can came true...

we can do anything but to stare outside and see how the wind blows so hard, how powerful "Caloy" is......