me, myself & i

people hate me...

people judge me...
people confuses me..
people just don't like me..


in spite of being myself..
in spite of being me:
they hate me, they judge me, they confuse me...

i'm lack of something i know i deserve...
God has reason why He haven't given it to me..
IT WILL TAKE TIME ...
what we want has its own time....
and when it comes
EMBRACE IT...
GRAB IT...
CHERISH IT...
TREASURE IT...
LOVE IT...

i'm just me... simple...been through different cruelty of life... been through hardships at my age encounter..learned so many things from every day struggle and from my mistakes... failure that made me a better person... i cry.. i laugh... i love.. i hate.... i mourn... i feel sad... i get angry... i fall.. i commit mistakes... i lie... i tell the truth... i play... i am being me...i'm a girl... i'm just a human wanted to be LOVED.... and wants to be HAPPY...






simple yet a million miles away from me...
seems like i have to die a thousand times.....