chasing happiness

i celebrated by birthday at home.. doing nothing ( i played with my cousins).... to top it all, it was boring... at 6:00 pm, umattend ng mass...dun ako nakita ni bong (wala sa plano k0 na makipagkita sa kanya...) then we joined his friends, eat at Bigg's tapos hinatid na nila ako pauwi...

tapos katext ko si jacq... she knew that am not that happy... i myself don't know why... i feel so INCOMPLETE... i know that something is missing... i feel so guilty that i have Bong but then in some ways i am incomplete...at lalo pa akong nagiging malungkot dahil he's trying to make me happy... lalo na nung birthday ko...

SORRY....